Isn't it amazing how you can put so much trust, so much faith, and so much caring into someone only for them to drop you so fast you couldn't even process it. I never thought that my heart was so invested, never knew he'd hurt me like this. It had taken me years to feel that way again - and then poof. Gone. Done.
I wonder what I did wrong. I wonder if I could ever make you come back to me; and then I want to slap myself. I shouldn't have to make you come back to me. It was always you, and I'm done. I refuse to let myself get hurt anymore. How do I let go, how do I move on? I just wanted you - I was willing to do anything and you didn't even care. Why, why, why...
I wish I knew what else to say; all I know is I can't wait to no longer feel this heartache.
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